packersldquo ; Daniel, I . . . packersrdquo ; packersldquo ; You don packersrsquo ; t need to cry for us, packersrdquo ; he said, squeezing her shoulder, packersldquo ; because we packersrsquo ; re all going to be fine . packersrdquo ; He felt Laura nod against him . packersldquo ; And you don packersrsquo ; t have to cry for Jason, packersrdquo ; Daniel said . packersldquo ; Because Jason deserves to be dead . packersrdquo ; He hadn packersrsquo ; t spoken the words aloud, the ones he packersrsquo ; d been thinking ever since Laura had taken that phone call days before . But this was exactly the sort of world he drew : one where actions had consequences, where revenge and retribution were the heartbeat of a story . Jason had hurt Trixie ; therefore, Jason deserved to be punished . Laura drew back and stared at him, wide - eyed . packersldquo ; What ? packersrdquo ; Daniel said, defiant . packersldquo ; Are you shocked that I would think that ? packersrdquo ; She was quiet for a moment . packersldquo ; No, packersrdquo ; Laura admitted . packersldquo ; Just that you said it out loud . packersrdquo ; The minute Bartholemew entered the digital photo of the footprints on the bridge into Lynn Swann Jersey his software program and compared it to an inking of Jason packersrsquo ; s boot, he got a match . However, there was another footprint with a tread on the sole that was different from Jason packersrsquo ; s, possibly from their suspect packersrsquo ; s shoe . With a sigh, Bartholemew turned off his computer screen and took out the bag of evidence collected from the crime scene . He rummaged for the cell phone that Jerry had found near the victim . A Motorola, identical to the one Bartholemew carried - up here in Maine, you just didn packersrsquo ; t have all the cellular options available in a big city . Jason had probably bought it from the same store where he packersrsquo ; d bought his . The same sales rep had probably programmed it for him . Bartholemew started punching buttons . There were no messages, text or voice . But there was a memo . He hit the shortcut button, * 8, and suddenly the sound of a Lawrence Timmons Jersey fight filled the room . There were punches being landed, and grunts and moans . He heard Jason packersrsquo ; s voice, pleas that broke off at their edges . And another familiar voice : If you ever, ever come near my daughter again, I will kill you . Bartholemew stood up, grabbed his coat, and headed out to find Daniel Stone . packersldquo ; What do you think happens when you die ? packersrdquo ; Zephyr asked . Trixie was lying on her stomach on her bed, flipping through the pages of Allure magazine and looking at purses and shoes that she would never be able to afford . She didn packersrsquo ; t get purses, anyway . She didn packersrsquo ; t want to ever be the kind of person who couldn packersrsquo ; t carry what she needed in her back pocket . packersldquo ; You decompose, packersrdquo ; Trixie said, and she turned to the next ad . packersldquo ; That is so totally disgusting, packersrdquo ; Zephyr said . packersldquo ; I wonder how long it takes . packersrdquo ; Trixie had wondered that too, but she wasn packersrsquo ; t going to admit it to Zephyr . Every night since his death, Jason had visited her in her bedroom in the darkest part of the night . Sometimes he just stared until she woke up ; sometimes he talked to her . Finally he left by blasting Rocky Bleier Jersey through her middle . She knew that he hadn packersrsquo ; t been buried yet, and maybe that was why he kept coming . Maybe once his body began to break down inside its coffin, he wouldn packersrsquo ; t show up at the foot of her bed . Since Trixie had returned from the hospital, it had been like old times - Zephyr would come over after school and tell her everything she was missing : the catfight between two cheerleaders who liked the same guy, the substitute teacher in French who couldn packersrsquo ; t speak a single word of the language, the sophomore who got hospitalized for anorexia . Zephyr had also been her source of information about how Bethel High was processing Jason packersrsquo ; s death . The guidance counselors had led an assembly about teen depression ; the principal had gotten on the PA during homeroom announcements to have a moment of memorial silence ; Jason packersrsquo ; s locker had become a shrine, decorated with notes and stickers and Beanie Babies . It was, Trixie realized, as if Jason had grown larger than life after his death, as if it was going to be even harder now for her to avoid him . Zephyr rolled over . packersldquo ; Do you think it hurts to die ? packersrdquo ; Not as much as it hurts to live, Trixie thought . packersldquo ; Do you think we go somewhere . . . after ? packersrdquo ; Zephyr asked . Trixie closed her magazine . packersldquo ; I don packersrsquo ; t know . packersrdquo ; packersldquo ; I wonder if it packersrsquo ; s like it is here . If there are popular dead people and geeky dead people . You know . packersrdquo ; That sounded like high school, and the way Trixie figured it, that was more likely to be hell . packersldquo ; I guess it packersrsquo ; s different for different people, packersrdquo ; she said . packersldquo ; Like, if you died, there packersrsquo ; d be an endless supply of Sephora makeup . For Jason, it packersrsquo ; s one big President Obama Jersey hockey rink . packersrdquo ; packersldquo ; But do people ever cross over ? Do the hockey players ever get to hang out with the people who eat only chocolate ? Or the ones who play Nintendo twenty - four / seven ? packersrdquo ; packersldquo ; Maybe there are dances or something, packersrdquo ; Trixie said . packersldquo ; Or a bulletin board, so you know what everyone else is up to, and you can join in if you want and blow it off if you don packersrsquo ; t . packersrdquo ; packersldquo ; I bet when you eat chocolate in heaven it packersrsquo ; s no big deal, packersrdquo ; Zephyr said . packersldquo ; If you can have it whenever you want it, it probably doesn packersrsquo ; t taste as good . packersrdquo ; She shrugged . packersldquo ; I bet they all watch us down here, because they know we packersrsquo ; ve got it better than them and we packersrsquo ; re too stupid to realize it . packersrdquo ; She glanced sideways at Trixie . packersldquo ; Guess what I heard . packersrdquo ; packersldquo ; What ? packersrdquo ; packersldquo ; His whole head was bashed in . packersrdquo ; Trixie felt her stomach turn over . packersldquo ; That packersrsquo ; s just a rumor . packersrdquo ; packersldquo ; It packersrsquo ; s totally not . Marcia Breen packersrsquo ; s brother packersrsquo ; s girlfriend is a nurse, and she saw Jason being brought into the hospital . packersrdquo ; She popped a bubble with her gum . packersldquo ; I hope that if he went to heaven, he got a big old President Obama Jersey bandage or plastic surgery or something . packersrdquo ; packersldquo ; What makes you think he packersrsquo ; s going to heaven ? packersrdquo ; Trixie asked . Zephyr froze . packersldquo ; I didn packersrsquo ; t mean . . . I just . . . packersrdquo ; Her gaze slid toward Trixie . packersldquo ; Trix, are you truly glad he packersrsquo ; s dead ? packersrdquo ; Trixie stared at her hands in her lap . For a moment, they looked like they belonged to someone else - still, pale, too heavy for the rest of her . She forced herself to open her magazine again, and she pretended she was engrossed in an ad about tampons so that she didn packersrsquo ; t have to give Zephyr a reply . Maybe after reading for a while, they would both forget what Zephyr had asked . Maybe after a while, Trixie wouldn packersrsquo ; t be afraid of her answer . According to Dante, the deeper you got into hell, the colder it was . When Daniel imagined hell, he saw the vast white wasteland of the Yukon - Kuskokwim delta where he packersrsquo ; d grown up . Standing on the frozen river, you might see smoke rising in the distance . A Yup packersrsquo ; ik Eskimo would know it was open water, steaming where it hit the frigid air, but a trick of the light could make you believe otherwise . You might think you see the breath of the devil . When Daniel drew the ninth circle of hell, it was a world of planes and angles, a synchronicity of white lines, a land made of ice . It was a place where the greater effort you made to escape, the more deeply entrenched you were . Daniel had just put the finishing touches on the devil packersrsquo ; s face when he heard a car pull into the driveway . From the window of his office he watched Detective Bartholemew get out of his Taurus . He had known it was coming to this, hadn packersrsquo ; t he ? He had known it the minute he packersrsquo ; d walked into that parking lot and found Jason Underhill with Trixie . Daniel opened up the front door before the detective could knock . packersldquo ; Well, packersrdquo ; Bartholemew said . packersldquo ; That packersrsquo ; s what I call service . packersrdquo ; Daniel tried to channel the easy repartee of social intercourse but it was like he was fresh out of the village again, bombarded by sensations he didn packersrsquo ; t understand : colors and sights and speech he packersrsquo ; d never seen or heard before . packersldquo ; What can I do for you ? packersrdquo ; he asked finally . packersldquo ; I was wondering if we could talk for a minute, packersrdquo ; Bartholemew said . No, Daniel thought . But he led the detective inside to the living room and offered him a seat . " />

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packersldquo ; Daniel, I . . . packersrdquo ; packersldquo ; You don packersrsquo ; t need to cry for us, packersrdquo ; he said, squeezing her shoulder, packersldquo ; because we packersrsquo ; re all going to be fine . packersrdquo ; He felt Laura nod against him . packersldquo ; And you don packersrsquo ; t have to cry for Jason, packersrdquo ; Daniel said . packersldquo ; Because Jason deserves to be dead . packersrdquo ; He hadn packersrsquo ; t spoken the words aloud, the ones he packersrsquo ; d been thinking ever since Laura had taken that phone call days before . But this was exactly the sort of world he drew : one where actions had consequences, where revenge and retribution were the heartbeat of a story . Jason had hurt Trixie ; therefore, Jason deserved to be punished . Laura drew back and stared at him, wide - eyed . packersldquo ; What ? packersrdquo ; Daniel said, defiant . packersldquo ; Are you shocked that I would think that ? packersrdquo ; She was quiet for a moment . packersldquo ; No, packersrdquo ; Laura admitted . packersldquo ; Just that you said it out loud . packersrdquo ; The minute Bartholemew entered the digital photo of the footprints on the bridge into Lynn Swann Jersey his software program and compared it to an inking of Jason packersrsquo ; s boot, he got a match . However, there was another footprint with a tread on the sole that was different from Jason packersrsquo ; s, possibly from their suspect packersrsquo ; s shoe . With a sigh, Bartholemew turned off his computer screen and took out the bag of evidence collected from the crime scene . He rummaged for the cell phone that Jerry had found near the victim . A Motorola, identical to the one Bartholemew carried - up here in Maine, you just didn packersrsquo ; t have all the cellular options available in a big city . Jason had probably bought it from the same store where he packersrsquo ; d bought his . The same sales rep had probably programmed it for him . Bartholemew started punching buttons . There were no messages, text or voice . But there was a memo . He hit the shortcut button, * 8, and suddenly the sound of a Lawrence Timmons Jersey fight filled the room . There were punches being landed, and grunts and moans . He heard Jason packersrsquo ; s voice, pleas that broke off at their edges . And another familiar voice : If you ever, ever come near my daughter again, I will kill you . Bartholemew stood up, grabbed his coat, and headed out to find Daniel Stone . packersldquo ; What do you think happens when you die ? packersrdquo ; Zephyr asked . Trixie was lying on her stomach on her bed, flipping through the pages of Allure magazine and looking at purses and shoes that she would never be able to afford . She didn packersrsquo ; t get purses, anyway . She didn packersrsquo ; t want to ever be the kind of person who couldn packersrsquo ; t carry what she needed in her back pocket . packersldquo ; You decompose, packersrdquo ; Trixie said, and she turned to the next ad . packersldquo ; That is so totally disgusting, packersrdquo ; Zephyr said . packersldquo ; I wonder how long it takes . packersrdquo ; Trixie had wondered that too, but she wasn packersrsquo ; t going to admit it to Zephyr . Every night since his death, Jason had visited her in her bedroom in the darkest part of the night . Sometimes he just stared until she woke up ; sometimes he talked to her . Finally he left by blasting Rocky Bleier Jersey through her middle . She knew that he hadn packersrsquo ; t been buried yet, and maybe that was why he kept coming . Maybe once his body began to break down inside its coffin, he wouldn packersrsquo ; t show up at the foot of her bed . Since Trixie had returned from the hospital, it had been like old times - Zephyr would come over after school and tell her everything she was missing : the catfight between two cheerleaders who liked the same guy, the substitute teacher in French who couldn packersrsquo ; t speak a single word of the language, the sophomore who got hospitalized for anorexia . Zephyr had also been her source of information about how Bethel High was processing Jason packersrsquo ; s death . The guidance counselors had led an assembly about teen depression ; the principal had gotten on the PA during homeroom announcements to have a moment of memorial silence ; Jason packersrsquo ; s locker had become a shrine, decorated with notes and stickers and Beanie Babies . It was, Trixie realized, as if Jason had grown larger than life after his death, as if it was going to be even harder now for her to avoid him . Zephyr rolled over . packersldquo ; Do you think it hurts to die ? packersrdquo ; Not as much as it hurts to live, Trixie thought . packersldquo ; Do you think we go somewhere . . . after ? packersrdquo ; Zephyr asked . Trixie closed her magazine . packersldquo ; I don packersrsquo ; t know . packersrdquo ; packersldquo ; I wonder if it packersrsquo ; s like it is here . If there are popular dead people and geeky dead people . You know . packersrdquo ; That sounded like high school, and the way Trixie figured it, that was more likely to be hell . packersldquo ; I guess it packersrsquo ; s different for different people, packersrdquo ; she said . packersldquo ; Like, if you died, there packersrsquo ; d be an endless supply of Sephora makeup . For Jason, it packersrsquo ; s one big President Obama Jersey hockey rink . packersrdquo ; packersldquo ; But do people ever cross over ? Do the hockey players ever get to hang out with the people who eat only chocolate ? Or the ones who play Nintendo twenty - four / seven ? packersrdquo ; packersldquo ; Maybe there are dances or something, packersrdquo ; Trixie said . packersldquo ; Or a bulletin board, so you know what everyone else is up to, and you can join in if you want and blow it off if you don packersrsquo ; t . packersrdquo ; packersldquo ; I bet when you eat chocolate in heaven it packersrsquo ; s no big deal, packersrdquo ; Zephyr said . packersldquo ; If you can have it whenever you want it, it probably doesn packersrsquo ; t taste as good . packersrdquo ; She shrugged . packersldquo ; I bet they all watch us down here, because they know we packersrsquo ; ve got it better than them and we packersrsquo ; re too stupid to realize it . packersrdquo ; She glanced sideways at Trixie . packersldquo ; Guess what I heard . packersrdquo ; packersldquo ; What ? packersrdquo ; packersldquo ; His whole head was bashed in . packersrdquo ; Trixie felt her stomach turn over . packersldquo ; That packersrsquo ; s just a rumor . packersrdquo ; packersldquo ; It packersrsquo ; s totally not . Marcia Breen packersrsquo ; s brother packersrsquo ; s girlfriend is a nurse, and she saw Jason being brought into the hospital . packersrdquo ; She popped a bubble with her gum . packersldquo ; I hope that if he went to heaven, he got a big old President Obama Jersey bandage or plastic surgery or something . packersrdquo ; packersldquo ; What makes you think he packersrsquo ; s going to heaven ? packersrdquo ; Trixie asked . Zephyr froze . packersldquo ; I didn packersrsquo ; t mean . . . I just . . . packersrdquo ; Her gaze slid toward Trixie . packersldquo ; Trix, are you truly glad he packersrsquo ; s dead ? packersrdquo ; Trixie stared at her hands in her lap . For a moment, they looked like they belonged to someone else - still, pale, too heavy for the rest of her . She forced herself to open her magazine again, and she pretended she was engrossed in an ad about tampons so that she didn packersrsquo ; t have to give Zephyr a reply . Maybe after reading for a while, they would both forget what Zephyr had asked . Maybe after a while, Trixie wouldn packersrsquo ; t be afraid of her answer . According to Dante, the deeper you got into hell, the colder it was . When Daniel imagined hell, he saw the vast white wasteland of the Yukon - Kuskokwim delta where he packersrsquo ; d grown up . Standing on the frozen river, you might see smoke rising in the distance . A Yup packersrsquo ; ik Eskimo would know it was open water, steaming where it hit the frigid air, but a trick of the light could make you believe otherwise . You might think you see the breath of the devil . When Daniel drew the ninth circle of hell, it was a world of planes and angles, a synchronicity of white lines, a land made of ice . It was a place where the greater effort you made to escape, the more deeply entrenched you were . Daniel had just put the finishing touches on the devil packersrsquo ; s face when he heard a car pull into the driveway . From the window of his office he watched Detective Bartholemew get out of his Taurus . He had known it was coming to this, hadn packersrsquo ; t he ? He had known it the minute he packersrsquo ; d walked into that parking lot and found Jason Underhill with Trixie . Daniel opened up the front door before the detective could knock . packersldquo ; Well, packersrdquo ; Bartholemew said . packersldquo ; That packersrsquo ; s what I call service . packersrdquo ; Daniel tried to channel the easy repartee of social intercourse but it was like he was fresh out of the village again, bombarded by sensations he didn packersrsquo ; t understand : colors and sights and speech he packersrsquo ; d never seen or heard before . packersldquo ; What can I do for you ? packersrdquo ; he asked finally . packersldquo ; I was wondering if we could talk for a minute, packersrdquo ; Bartholemew said . No, Daniel thought . But he led the detective inside to the living room and offered him a seat .